At age 25 , when i had cancer(leukemia,) it was when i was the most happiest time in my entire life. I did lose my hair, I did vomit, had headache, took12 pills a day and left in a room for one month isolated. Remember before the cancer, that i use to be uncool, school extremely hard and girl unreachable. But despite all of this, in the middle of the treatment, I was happy because I could do anything I wanted. I was able to speak on the fly. Remembering anything I known or heard of, even if it was long time ago. My righting was so good, that people think I was from a top university. The most impressive thing was, that I could meet any women and have her for me. I had so many women, that I had to control what I was saying so they don't feel attraction to myself. I had complete control of my environment, family, friend, girls, they all like me, respect me. I known that I could learn anything whit ease. University seem easy, even fun.
So in my happy time miracle, I was thinking, great its gonna stay this way for ever. But then, life hit me hard again. I could see it slipping away slowly. Like being on drug and coming out of it.
So what could it be? I have 4 possibility.
- Its the drugs.
- The drug activated something, I did not have before like mineral or vitamins, so that the body work optimally.
- I was intensively doing self improvement to my self.
- I had no pressure from no one and had all they attention from everyone. No responsibility that mean no stress at all. Just thinking off my health.
